In the Name of the Father, the Son and the Holy
Ghost.
How simple and how restrained are the words in which
the Gospel describes his cruel rejection of his
father, and prepares his departure into the far, the
strange country! “Father - give me my part of thy
inheritance!” Do these words not mean: “Father - I
can't wait until your death! You are still strong,
and I am young; it is now that I want to reap the
fruits of thy life, of thy labours; later they will
be stale. Let us come to an agreement: for me you
are dead; give me what belongs to me or what would
belong to me after your actual death, and I will go,
and I will live the life I have chosen”.
This is what really the young man meant; but isn't
it very much the way we treat God and His gifts.
From Him, as long as we are with Him, we are in
possession of all things, but we feel constrained by
His presence, we feel limited by the inevitable
rules of His household: He expects from us integrity
and truth? He expects from us to learn from Him what
it means to love with all one's mind, all one's
heart, all one's strength, all one's being, - and
that is too much for us. And we take all His gifts,
and we turn away from Him to use these gifts so that
they can profit us, and us alone, without any
returns either to God, or to anyone else.
We all, without any exception but in different
degrees obey the cruel, deceitful question of satan
to Christ in the wilderness! You have the power to
do it - make these stones to become bread; You are
God's child - use what God has given you of wisdom,
of strength, use it for you own benefit! Why waste
your time until you are too old?.. Isn't it an image
of our own behaviour?
And then, the young man leaves; he leaves for an
alien country, a country which is not God's own, a
country which has rejected God, renounced God, which
has been betrayed into the power of His adversary, a
country where there is no place for Him. And he
lives according to the rules of this country and to
the desires of his heart. And then, hunger comes.
Now, we turn away, carrying with us the gifts of
God; and we live in a country which is also alien;
we live in a world which is man-made, but not
God-made; or rather: made by God, and distorted by
man. What kind of hunger comes to us? We are rich,
we are safe, we have everything which God gave us,
and continues to give - only we don't realise that
God continues to give while we squander. But what is
the hunger that can come to us? The awareness which
Christ describes in the first Beatitude: Blessed are
the poor in spirit, their’s is the Kingdom of God...
Who are the poor of spirit? The poor of spirit are
those who have understood, and understand day in,
day out, all their life through that they have no
existence except that God loved us into existence;
we have no life except God's life poured into us,
His breath, the breath of life. And then we are so
rich, because God has revealed Himself to us: He has
revealed Who He is; we can love Him, know Him,
worship Him, serve Him, emulate Him indeed because
He has become man and has shown us what a man can
be. And He has given us all that our intelligence, a
heart, a will, a body, the world around us, the
people around us, the relationships that are ours -
all these are God's, because we cannot make them, we
can force no one to love us, and yet, we have
friends and people who love us. We cannot be sure of
our mind: in one moment a stroke can extinguish the
greatest mind; there are moments when we want to
respond to a need, to a suffering - and our heart is
of stone; only God can give it life! We waver
between good and evil - only God can steady our
will; and so forth.
If we only realise this, then we understand that we
are totally destitute: we are nothing, we have
nothing, and yet, so rich we are; because destitute,
we are endowed with all the gifts of God; having
betrayed Him time and again, turned away from Him
time and again, we still are loved of Him: indeed -
“blessed are the hungry: they shall be filled”! If
we only realise our hunger for the real things, then
it will come our way. But not simply because we are
hungry; they will come our way at a moment when
totally poor, we are loved: and this is the Kingdom
of God, a Kingdom of love: God loves us. And He has
granted the gift of love to each of us. The young
man felt hungry. He felt hungry for his father's
home, and yet he knew that he had no right anymore
to call himself a son to him: he was a murderer! He
had told him: Die before your time that I may live
according to my will... And yet he goes, because he
still can call the man whom he rejected 'Father’.
And what happens then? The father sees him coming
from afar off; he does not wait in dignity for him
to fall at his feet and confess his sins. He rushes
towards him, he embraces him! And the young man
makes his confession: I am no longer worthy to be
called thy son - but at that moment the father stops
him: you may not be worthy of being my son, and yet,
you are my son, and you can not become a hireling in
you father's house... He claims from his, as God
claims from us that we should be aware, and grow to
the level of our human greatness: the children of
the Living God called to be partakers of the divine
nature, His sons and daughters in Christ and in the
Spirit.
That is what this parable tells us; that is what we
must reflect on: where do we stand to this first
simple, cruel, murderous words of the young man? And
are we aware of our dereliction? Are we hungry
enough to realise that we must go home to the Only
One who loves us, and Who, seeing us fallen, still
claims from us the greatness of sonship...
Let us reflect on this. It's one more step towards
the day when in repentance we will come to make our
confession, receive forgiveness. And if we were
honest in our repentance, determined in our turning
Godwards, we will be at home and ready to enter into
Holy week together with Christ the Son, together
with the Father Who gives His Son, together with the
Mother of God Who accepts the death upon the cross
of Her Son, that we may be saved. Amen |